Ha Ha

Boy-o-Boy… God has a sense of humor!

Yesterdays post was all about functioning in your own talent, and not to envy others. I thought it was an important post for my readers to read, little did I know, God was going to quickly use my teaching to teach ME!

I click the publish post button on my google run blog, and there my post was…for everyone to read. In the same speed it took to click the publish button, I was clicking on other internet related information that left me feeling small and not enough. How could I allow myself to feel this way? Did I learn nothing from my post? Don’t I believe my own post? What was happening? How could I feel so positive and then feel so low?

I found myself looking at someone thinking how perfect and put together they are. I found myself envying what they had, and in the process I was questioning God about my divine belonging.

First of all, I want to say that everything I post comes from experience and teaching that the Lord has given me, and when you thank me for the post, I throw the thank you up to God. I do believe in my own posts, and I do my very very best to always practice what I preach.

I think God was using this situation as a test. The rest of the day, I kept going back to my post, reminding myself of my own words. I may not be perfect. I may not see God’s bigger picture for my life. But, I will keep reminding myself that God has a great plan for my life, how God loves me, I don’t have to compare myself to others on any level, and how I expect God to give me the grace to fulfill my talents in the best way that will benefit me.

My teaching literally became my teacher…good one God!